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there's a light that never goes out...
(heureusement, il y a le genièvre, la seule lueur dans ces ténèbres)
Created on 2003-07-29 15:36:08 (#1216770), last updated 2009-06-08
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Basic Info| Name: | flicka.flicka.flicka |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 1979-07-02 |
| Location: | new york, New York, United States |
| Website: | the struggle continues... |
Bio"...and everyone who wanted you
they found what they will always want again.
Your beauty lost to you yourself
just as it was lost to them...
just take this longing from my tongue,
all the useless things my hands have done,
let me see your beauty broken down,
like you would do for one you love."
- leonard cohen
"...naked except for a perpetual debt
that couldn't be stripped away
an unrightable wrong that moved him
along closer to division day
spent a long time living with that
never could give it a name
and when you don't know what you're
looking at it makes it much harder to take..."
-elliott smith <3
"there's always something so tragic
about a hopeless romantic... "
-peter salett xo
okay, here's my little "this journal is mostly friends only" blurb.it's not *neccesarily* because i may or may not be plotting to overthrow the government, you see.
"quand on arrive de l’extérieur, à mesure qu’on passe ces cercles, la vie, et donc ses crimes, devient plus épaisse, plus obscure."
aka humanity/the general population-at-large circa 2k4 sometimes skeeves the hell out of me. but i like friends. particularly prime ones, undivisible to their individual self, yet moved to multiply to prevent unrightable wrongs, and make it hard to take even a fraction of ugliness, soothe me with Beauty like a favorite song, awake a tired heart to take in nourishment like waves that break over arid island sand, castles made by hands of conscience that don't melt into the oceans, like a "friend" you love to get stuck in your head, the angelic chorus, eternal prism colors the ominous 'bends', an escape from prisons of relentless permissions/restrictions/conditions/repression of ones person, two by two to prevent extinction of the truths we used to dance sans inhibition, the liberation of human nature unbeaten, undying, uniting like strings and percussions on diy instruments to open one's eyes, witness other dimensions, glasses for nearsited defense mechanisms magnificent magnification of Beauty once too distant for consciousness, like a freudian slip realized through spoken words, awaken caged birds to hear melody in dissonance......
or those who like lame metaphors and run-on sentences..... and those who are not horrified by my stubborness to rhyme when there are so few reasons..... also, parenthetically -(tomaters, please don't hurt me!)- tolerance for reckless endangerment to provocation of gauging out ones eyes, by the extraneous usage of tangents and, of course, ellipses (ps- if the plural for that is ellipsi, i pay it no mind because i've got poetic(AHAHAHAHA um... not funny "m", kthanxbye....kisses!)license bitchez! (just kidding but it's for rhyme's sake, so i beg forgiveness... ahhhh why can't i stop this busted mistake.... ok im going cold turkey, apologies... now im really finished......or not....)
or if you have a subscription to nintendo power magazine, you should *definitely* be my lj friend. cuz that's just hott.
LINKS.
list under construction...(if you happen upon this page and know of a good link i should add- for my personal knowledge as well- i'd appreciate the information. {email address above} )
the hunger site- free clicks to donate real food; easy links to free donations for other services such as children's education, rainforest preservation, animal rescue, and more.
jecoeurgoogleanswers
they found what they will always want again.
Your beauty lost to you yourself
just as it was lost to them...
just take this longing from my tongue,
all the useless things my hands have done,
let me see your beauty broken down,
like you would do for one you love."
- leonard cohen
"...naked except for a perpetual debt
that couldn't be stripped away
an unrightable wrong that moved him
along closer to division day
spent a long time living with that
never could give it a name
and when you don't know what you're
looking at it makes it much harder to take..."
-elliott smith <3
"there's always something so tragic
about a hopeless romantic... "
-peter salett xo
okay, here's my little "this journal is mostly friends only" blurb.it's not *neccesarily* because i may or may not be plotting to overthrow the government, you see.
"quand on arrive de l’extérieur, à mesure qu’on passe ces cercles, la vie, et donc ses crimes, devient plus épaisse, plus obscure."
aka humanity/the general population-at-large circa 2k4 sometimes skeeves the hell out of me. but i like friends. particularly prime ones, undivisible to their individual self, yet moved to multiply to prevent unrightable wrongs, and make it hard to take even a fraction of ugliness, soothe me with Beauty like a favorite song, awake a tired heart to take in nourishment like waves that break over arid island sand, castles made by hands of conscience that don't melt into the oceans, like a "friend" you love to get stuck in your head, the angelic chorus, eternal prism colors the ominous 'bends', an escape from prisons of relentless permissions/restrictions/conditions/repression of ones person, two by two to prevent extinction of the truths we used to dance sans inhibition, the liberation of human nature unbeaten, undying, uniting like strings and percussions on diy instruments to open one's eyes, witness other dimensions, glasses for nearsited defense mechanisms magnificent magnification of Beauty once too distant for consciousness, like a freudian slip realized through spoken words, awaken caged birds to hear melody in dissonance......
or those who like lame metaphors and run-on sentences..... and those who are not horrified by my stubborness to rhyme when there are so few reasons..... also, parenthetically -(tomaters, please don't hurt me!)- tolerance for reckless endangerment to provocation of gauging out ones eyes, by the extraneous usage of tangents and, of course, ellipses (ps- if the plural for that is ellipsi, i pay it no mind because i've got poetic(AHAHAHAHA um... not funny "m", kthanxbye....kisses!)license bitchez! (just kidding but it's for rhyme's sake, so i beg forgiveness... ahhhh why can't i stop this busted mistake.... ok im going cold turkey, apologies... now im really finished......or not....)
or if you have a subscription to nintendo power magazine, you should *definitely* be my lj friend. cuz that's just hott.
LINKS.
list under construction...(if you happen upon this page and know of a good link i should add- for my personal knowledge as well- i'd appreciate the information. {email address above} )
the hunger site- free clicks to donate real food; easy links to free donations for other services such as children's education, rainforest preservation, animal rescue, and more.
jecoeurgoogleanswers
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